lately, i’ve been getting into the swing of things with the new job at the taphouse and getting used to a schedule that gets me home way later at night (ok, really, way early in the morning.) i’ve also been feeling old. i think it’s just one of those times in my life when, all of a sudden, i realize that i’m not actually 25, like my brain thinks it is. i found out that i’m the oldest person at my new job and i’m only 36. plus, i’m running around like a chicken with my head off at the new job and i am totally not used to moving this fast for this long!
because i’m not one for remaining static or keeping things how they’ve been, i needed a change. something personal. something to perk me up. something a little drastic, so, i chopped all my hair off. well, i didn’t do it this time. i had someone else do it. i’ve been growing it out for nearly two years and i had gotten to the point of not wanting to do anything with it. then i decided i needed some highlights, which i did do myself. they didn’t exactly turn out as highlights as much as light caramel-colored streaks, but i like them and that’s all that matters.
i didn’t know how it would turn out, so i didn’t take pictures, but next time, i definitely will.
the boys have been a bit out of sorts lately, too, so we’ve had some lazy days around the house. we’ve had some storms the last couple days and i think the barometric pressure is messing with all of us. i’ve been playing around with the look of the blog and the boys have been playing around the house, doing art projects, and watching movies.
monday, when we heard about robin williams passing, we watched jumanji as a family. i think we will watch hook next. this has all reminded me how fragile people can be and how we are all fighting battles, and how important it is to be kind to those we meet. having struggled with depression i know what it feels like to be that low. i am thankful that i haven’t felt that low in a long time, but i am mindful that it can come back when i least expect it. so, i keep a close watch on myself and take measures to make sure i stay healthy.
today i am snuggling with the boys, watching pbs kids, making homemade canned pizza sauce from our home-grown tomatoes and working on my writing.
next week we are taking a family camping trip to wallow lake in oregon. just the four of us for four days. we plan on fishing and hiking and i don’t plan on doing much of anything else.